Xomby

My date of enslavement was more than fifteen years ago, but being that I have no memory of my previous life and how badly my flesh has prematurely deteriorated, I have no way of telling how old my body really is. Actually, being that I'm enslaved by my Bokor, I have no possession of my body... or anything for that matter. Occasionally, my Bokor will give me a bit of datura paste to eat, so maybe I can consider that a possession. I long for sleep. Besides the hope for death, sleep is the one thing that I would consider a luxury at this point. Not having slept for more than fifteen years has made me a tad cranky, yet no matter how hard I try, it eludes me. My Bokor gets to go to sleep every night, so maybe I should take comfort in that fact. I lost another tooth just now. I keep them in a jar behind the gate, but they don't make me happy to be there. Perhaps I should move them again. Seeing that they are no longer part of my body, perhaps I can consider them possessions as well? Maybe I'm richer than I feel. Regardless, my compulsion toward necrotizing flesh other than my own keeps me moving forward, and we all need something to motivate us right?